Fed up?

Well, for today, I did nothing much. Actually, today was the usual school day. Yez, with irritating D&T stuff to draw that's all. Today was just a tad bit special, NO SSP! :D That would be all, went to eat with guys. Later on, took a bus home. When the rest went off to near Serangoon Central area to play soccer. I wanted to just lie down to appreciate some acoustic music, so yez, I didn't go play soccer. &As usual, they made fun of me cause of not going to play with them. What's wrong not going to play soccer? Obviously nothing, but oh well. They wanted to insult me & all. I would just let them do it as usual, it's always been like this for 4 years. They've pretty much not changed at all. I don't know if that is a good or a bad thing. But still, if it makes them feel better about themselves when insulting me. I don't mind, seriously. After all, I've always been used to this since I've grown accustomed to the insults in school. I'm lucky there are people around me that will listen to my emotional rants & all. Like Chee Sen and Shan Qi, thank you, both of you. Hahaha, Chee Sen, I must have really scared you when I got so emotional for the first time in 4 years.
But duh, there is always a point where a certain person can no longer bottle up the anger they have kept inside. &Needs to release them by just talking to someone about how they feel about others.
Call it backstabbing partially, but everything is based on facts. Unlike them, I would rant on them, using descriptions that already is the truth. Rather than creating lame jokes, & all, to give themselves a laugh. Call me an asshole, cause I know I am one. But are you better? I doubt so. If you make fun of my image, how better are you compared to me? Not a tad bit better at all, sir.
For all of you to know, this words are spoken to not just 1 person. But all in general. I've always not insulted all of you, if I did, it would be cause I think you've crossed the line, & also cause I think I'm no different from you, & not any better. So I don't have a position to curse, swear, and insult you based on your intelligence, looks & etc.
All of us are 16years old now, any time soon, which would be really soon. We would get into JCs and Polytechnics. It's time to grow up now guys, really. It's just not cool to insult people so much about how they look anymore, be it jealously or cause you just hate them. It's time to act your age, everyone. We're 16year old kids.
Anyway, this words are written down cause it makes me feel better to say this, rather than just scolding people.
If you're unhappy with what I said, sure. Be unhappy, but actually. I was just letting off some steam off my chest. Cause I think I've "tanked" enough insults to be allowed to say all of this right now. So say I'm emotional, say I'm a scene kid, say I'm gay. In the end, does ganging up on your OWN friend and insulting him make you feel powerful? If it does, your a loser, much. Compared to what a loser I am, you would be worst now wouldn't you?
Remember, 16 year olds. I think we would be the most childish bunch of 16years old around, cause I've never seen other 16 year olds act the way we do, wherever we are. Trust me, what I say are all the truth & if you think I'm saying about you, I just might be.


So here's a song by Relient K. Who I am hates Who I've Been, it's his acoustic version of his normal song. It's pretty good, that I have to admit.
It pretty much means a lot, it's included in his new album, & also in Punk Goes Acoustic.
Enjoy the music.

Bands I am currently listening to :
Alesana, Armor for the Broken, Aerosmith, AFI, All That Remains, Avenged Sevenfold, Cobra Starship, Bless The Fall, Bullet for my Valentine, Scary Kids Scaring Kids, Guns N' Roses, Sex Pistols, Silverstein, Saosin, Circa Survive, Emarosa, I Am Ghost , Dance Gavin Dance, Alexisonfire, Here I Come Falling, A Skylit Drive, The Devil Wears Prada, Bring me the Horizon, Escape the Fate, Underoath, Atreyu, Chiodos, Taking Back Sunday, Sum 41, Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, Trivium, The Blackout, Hopes Die Last, The Unseen, Three Days Grace, As I Lay Dying, In Fear and Faith, Enter Shikari, Eyes Set To Kill, The Amity Affliction, The Human Abstract, A Static Lullaby, Sasquatch, This is Menace, Luna Halo, The Sleeping, Art of Dying, Point Defiance, Everything At Once, No Connection, Classic Crime, Opshop, 32 Leaves, Hypnogania, The Almost, The Number Twelve Looks Like You, Cobra Starship, NOFX, I See Stars, End The Century, Versa Emerge, Brokencyde, Inhale Exhale, I Set My Friends On Fire, I Killed The Prom Queen, Thrice, Story Of The Year, Marilyn Manson, August Burns Red, The Medic Droid, All Time Low, Senses Fail, Our Last Night, Sky Eats Airplane, Life In Your Way, Light This City, Bringing Down Broadway, ON/OFF, アリス九號, X-Japan, Gazette.


I like Pokemon, Digimon & Spongebob! Seriously.