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Entries Me Exits Past


Rawrrr!


Fabian Koh Hong Yi
Temasek Polytechnic, Mechatronics
23rd November 1992

Scream At Me



Tuesday, July 8, 2008
Holy shit,

I'm drop dead tired today, cause I hardly managed to catch some sleep yesterday.
Most probably was cause I slept too late during the past few days, affecting the time "usual" sleeping time.
Anyway. today was usual, had Chem practical lessons for ssp today, including Physics practical lessons during class time. &Went through the re-examination Physics paper during ssp. HELL YES! I got 47/65 for it, hahahaha. That means I got an A2, and FYI, the retest isn't the same paper as the exam one. So yes, it's an achievement for me. Well, not really though.

Well, today was insane actually, I realised that if I did not do my Social Studies homework, which is the N' Level paper on the Three Gorges Dam project. I would get my name written down onto the Pink Booklet, in other words, I would have my parents called up and suffer a huge scolding.

So, as mean as it is, I rushed my social studies during 35mins of English Period(Whole of it). I managed to finish A, B and D. I handed them up, with a blank on C. Giving an excuse as I don't know how to do, but actually, it was just cause I was too lazy to continue anymore. Okay, well, that's all for today. &Suddenly, I have the urge to find a decent girlfriend
, fuck I'm desperate much.

I admit I long for a really long term relationship with a normal girl that is femine. But it seems impossible for me to get a girl as I am right now. Everyone thinks I know really a huge bunch of girls, &I have a variety to choose from. Fact is, no, I don't talk to girls, I do. But I hardly talk to any, &No, I doubt any girl would like me cause I'm such a dirtbag and all.
Okay, enough of self-pitying. Off to talk about yesterday.


On 7th July 2008,
Dear Diary,
My beloved listener(cranky shit). I had truckloads of fun today. Except of the fact that Koh Bifang(Not my sister, she'd be an embarassment). Made me laugh like crazy, &embarassed me at the same time. Why? This is why, I called her a bitch for fun when we were waiting for the show to start. &She said, call me a bitch one more time, so I said:"Bitch!" Jiahan was sitting beside her with nuts. So she took one nut, and tried to stuff it up my nose. Like, zOMG! I was like, saying :"what the fuck!" Luckily, it didn't manage to go completely up my nose*laughs. It was a failure for her sadly, Jiahan started laughing like a tard, so I laughed at myself for not knowing that she'd do something as stupid as that. Hell yes, she's crazy. I knocked her on the head(Lightly, duh), and kept poking her and scolding her a crazy shit or something. Hahahaha, she said stop, so I did. Other than that, it was pretty fun and all, cept that we had to decide for at least half an hour or more. We stood outside the Nokia shop at the basement at Plaza Singapura, and hell. I looked up, I saw this girl. She kept staring at me, if I'm not wrong, I'd think she that she's someone I know, cause she seemed familiar. I'm guessing, she's Valerie? Okay, I think it was her, but I didn't do anything, she & her friends went down the escalator to where we were standing, & She & her friends were talking, they took glances at me I guess, since I doubt they knew anyone else among my current group I was with. Honestly, I thought I did something wrong to them or something. Cause I think I've always offended people by accidental bumps or something. *laughs, but I've never been in trouble with other kids.
OH & HELL YES, there's this group of people. 2 guys and 3girls. Wow, when I and my friends were eating at the foodcourt upstairs, you know what they did, my dear diary? Since there were 5 people, and they were sitting on a table for 4, one of the guys was a "extra" shit and sat outside of nowhere, hell yes that was really easy to differ. No only did that ugly shit act all big with his arms like a typical gangster. He kept staring at my friends and I. Well, we stared back of course, well, not me though, cause at first, I didn't know who they were referring to. I know I'm slow, I blame it on my intellectual abilities, I lack social skills & all.
So after awhile, I know who it was, but I didn't bother. Okay, we stood up and walked off, he looked at us, I turned back to clearly stare at him. Hah, he's funny. I wouldn't brag that I'm all brave and all, but I would certainly dare to stare at him. We went to pee and all, went up to wait for the girls to come and buy snacks for the movie&such. He walked past us, I guess I was the only one who noticed, so he looked at me, I looked at him, his girlfriend(I think). Pulled him along, but of course, he didn't stand still to look at me. He walked off slowly, so I continued looking at his direction(not staring). I was just appreciating my music actually, but I guess he thought I was staring, he kept taking glances backwards.
Well, even if we were to have a fight, which I doubt we'd ever start it. Cause we aren't violent kids. We'd win fo sho. I'm sure you're asking why aren't you, my dear diary? It's cause we outnumber them, counting 2 girls as 1 guy, they would make 3.5 guys, which we have 6/7 guys, roughly being 2x of what they are. Oh well, that's all for that day & all.
&I got a flu after bathing yesterday, today being the 8th of July.
Shit, the tendency to talk to guys saying that why can't I have decent girlfriend which sums up to a long term relationship is starting again. *controls.
Can anyone tell me a good free WMA to MP4 converter? &it's place to download it, I wanna place "You Don't Mess With The Zohan" & "Bruce Almighty" into my Ipood.
Till tomorrow. All new fav. band is. Bring Me The Horizon! :D Pray for plagues RULZOR.
I look into your polished eyes.
I see a man, using a doll to represent his soul.
A claw is a claw, no matter blunted or painted.