Rawrrr!
Fabian Koh Hong Yi
Temasek Polytechnic, Mechatronics
23rd November 1992
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Well, for the day of 13th July 2008
Honestly, yesterday, I felt really helpless after I listened to a song, Three Cheers for Five Years by Mayday Parade. Cause, it made me think so much on the way home from VivoCity. Before the emo-ing reasons are out, I'll talk about how lousy Red Cliff is.
As you all know, Red Cliff is also known for the Battle of Chi Bi & That was why I wanted to watch it. So yes, I got the tickets, went in to watch with my brother while my mum and sister went to watch Hellboy(they said it was pretty good). *SPOILERS ARE COMING*
Yes, you've been partially warned, hahahah.
Okay so this is what happens, mainly, it would be to watch for the main battle. The Battle of Chi Bi. BUT, the show was about minor battles before the battle of Chi Bi. &That's when I got really upset, cause, they only showed what they were going to do, but never showed the war yet. Fancy wasting 2hour++ of my time, to see the preparations for the main thing I wanted to watch, what's worst. We paid $10 for eeeeeeeeeet, like, wtfux.
Okay, so they said in the end, every formation has a weakness, no matter what it is, we just have to know it. So in the end, Zhuge Liang sends off his pigeon to do some "scouting". It gets back, they show a map full of the enemy ships on top of it. & does one thing, just lights the center boat on fire. Bham, they placed 3 fcuking stupid shit words on the screen. TO BE CONTINUED......
Awesome! I wasted my life watching Red Cliff when there wasn't even much nice battles. Only there was one nice one, the rest were boring. It was then the Zhuge Liang decided to use the Ba Gua(It comes from a tortoise's shell, not the food Ba Gua) formation. &Traps the enemy in sections and slowly kills them off, as they let the generals like Guan Yu&Zhou Yu out to fight and all. Which was pretty funny, it looked like it was a game. Slowly unleashing each boss and all. Hahahaha. Level 1, then level 2, then to level 3.
Hah, okay. Spoiler's over.
The emo-ing reason was that, the song, made me realize what a loser I must've been all this while. I don't go out with friends, I don't study. I don't do anything, I don't have a life. Also, it made me think, how nice would it be if I were to fall in love with someone nice. Someone so real, I could actually hug. Rather than a girl that will always be wasted on my dreams.
It honestly made me depressed cause, like. I was thinking even if I were to love someone, that person wouldn't want to be my priority right?
Cause I'm such a douche bag, loser, asshole & all. I'm not close to being nice at all, am I? So what's the reason for a person to even like/love me? Fact is. Ans: None, that's why Fabian doesn't feel any love.
After thinking awhile, I've realized how much I long for someone I can lean on, for me to be someone else's priority, &for that someone to be my priority too. Other than studying & all.
I don't even know any girls, they don't talk to me, I don't talk to them, cause Idk what nice words I would say. Only a few nice friends would talk to me, &accompany me throughout the day, other than that, no one. It's always me, trying to talk to them via sms, msn. But they never ever do reply me, do they?
Hah, irony much.
July 14 2008.
I realized if you type "July", you can also type "Hulk" easily, hahaha, lamezor.
So today, we got back our maths test marks on algebra & as expected I failed badly. The reason for the amazing failure in maths would be, I didn't have the time and was too busy thinking about other things than a small minor test. Which now, has officially made me work harder for maths too.
I can't believe I got 10/40. It's the first time I even failed a maths test. ._.
Okay, that's all for today. I'm really sorry for not being able to go play Billard with you guys. My dad got home unexpectedly early, &he wouldn't let me out even when I promised that I'd be back fro dinner. Ah well, sorry SQ, QX & guys.
Well, that's what happened today, the more interesting part would be above I guess. Have fun reading on how emotional I am. Hahahahha.
Too late, I'm sure.
At long last, it's just another night.
Another dream wasted on you.
Just stay, here now, against me.
You know the words, so sing along with me.
Bands I am currently listening to :
Alesana, Armor for the Broken, Aerosmith, AFI, All That Remains, Avenged Sevenfold, Cobra Starship, Bless The Fall,
Bullet for my Valentine, Scary Kids Scaring Kids, Guns N' Roses,
Sex Pistols, Silverstein, Saosin, Circa Survive, Emarosa,
I Am Ghost , Dance Gavin Dance, Alexisonfire, Here I Come Falling, A Skylit Drive,
The Devil Wears Prada, Bring me the Horizon, Escape the Fate, Underoath, Atreyu, Chiodos, Taking Back Sunday,
Sum 41, Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, Trivium, The Blackout, Hopes Die Last, The Unseen, Three Days Grace,
As I Lay Dying, In Fear and Faith, Enter Shikari, Eyes Set To Kill, The Amity Affliction, The Human Abstract,
A Static Lullaby, Sasquatch, This is Menace, Luna Halo, The Sleeping, Art of Dying, Point Defiance, Everything At Once,
No Connection, Classic Crime, Opshop, 32 Leaves, Hypnogania, The Almost, The Number Twelve Looks Like You,
Cobra Starship, NOFX, I See Stars, End The Century, Versa Emerge, Brokencyde, Inhale Exhale, I Set My Friends On Fire,
I Killed The Prom Queen, Thrice, Story Of The Year, Marilyn Manson, August Burns Red, The Medic Droid, All Time Low, Senses Fail,
Our Last Night, Sky Eats Airplane, Life In Your Way, Light This City, Bringing Down Broadway, ON/OFF, アリス九號, X-Japan, Gazette.
I like Pokemon, Digimon & Spongebob! Seriously.
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- July 2008
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Well, for the day of 13th July 2008
Honestly, yesterday, I felt really helpless after I listened to a song, Three Cheers for Five Years by Mayday Parade. Cause, it made me think so much on the way home from VivoCity. Before the emo-ing reasons are out, I'll talk about how lousy Red Cliff is.
As you all know, Red Cliff is also known for the Battle of Chi Bi & That was why I wanted to watch it. So yes, I got the tickets, went in to watch with my brother while my mum and sister went to watch Hellboy(they said it was pretty good). *SPOILERS ARE COMING*
Yes, you've been partially warned, hahahah.
Okay so this is what happens, mainly, it would be to watch for the main battle. The Battle of Chi Bi. BUT, the show was about minor battles before the battle of Chi Bi. &That's when I got really upset, cause, they only showed what they were going to do, but never showed the war yet. Fancy wasting 2hour++ of my time, to see the preparations for the main thing I wanted to watch, what's worst. We paid $10 for eeeeeeeeeet, like, wtfux.
Okay, so they said in the end, every formation has a weakness, no matter what it is, we just have to know it. So in the end, Zhuge Liang sends off his pigeon to do some "scouting". It gets back, they show a map full of the enemy ships on top of it. & does one thing, just lights the center boat on fire. Bham, they placed 3 fcuking stupid shit words on the screen. TO BE CONTINUED......
Awesome! I wasted my life watching Red Cliff when there wasn't even much nice battles. Only there was one nice one, the rest were boring. It was then the Zhuge Liang decided to use the Ba Gua(It comes from a tortoise's shell, not the food Ba Gua) formation. &Traps the enemy in sections and slowly kills them off, as they let the generals like Guan Yu&Zhou Yu out to fight and all. Which was pretty funny, it looked like it was a game. Slowly unleashing each boss and all. Hahahaha. Level 1, then level 2, then to level 3.
Hah, okay. Spoiler's over.
The emo-ing reason was that, the song, made me realize what a loser I must've been all this while. I don't go out with friends, I don't study. I don't do anything, I don't have a life. Also, it made me think, how nice would it be if I were to fall in love with someone nice. Someone so real, I could actually hug. Rather than a girl that will always be wasted on my dreams.
It honestly made me depressed cause, like. I was thinking even if I were to love someone, that person wouldn't want to be my priority right?
Cause I'm such a douche bag, loser, asshole & all. I'm not close to being nice at all, am I? So what's the reason for a person to even like/love me? Fact is. Ans: None, that's why Fabian doesn't feel any love.
After thinking awhile, I've realized how much I long for someone I can lean on, for me to be someone else's priority, &for that someone to be my priority too. Other than studying & all.
I don't even know any girls, they don't talk to me, I don't talk to them, cause Idk what nice words I would say. Only a few nice friends would talk to me, &accompany me throughout the day, other than that, no one. It's always me, trying to talk to them via sms, msn. But they never ever do reply me, do they?
Hah, irony much.
July 14 2008.
I realized if you type "July", you can also type "Hulk" easily, hahaha, lamezor.
So today, we got back our maths test marks on algebra & as expected I failed badly. The reason for the amazing failure in maths would be, I didn't have the time and was too busy thinking about other things than a small minor test. Which now, has officially made me work harder for maths too.
I can't believe I got 10/40. It's the first time I even failed a maths test. ._.
Okay, that's all for today. I'm really sorry for not being able to go play Billard with you guys. My dad got home unexpectedly early, &he wouldn't let me out even when I promised that I'd be back fro dinner. Ah well, sorry SQ, QX & guys.
Well, that's what happened today, the more interesting part would be above I guess. Have fun reading on how emotional I am. Hahahahha.
Too late, I'm sure.
At long last, it's just another night.
Another dream wasted on you.
Just stay, here now, against me.
You know the words, so sing along with me.
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