*Sigh.
Why am I always the only one, it seems, to not have things to go the way I want it to?
There wasn't anything to start with for you right?
Nothing to at all.
Well, I'll find someone else to talk to. To be my texting buddy will do.
Had enough of trying to impossibilities, you're most prolly too hot for me.
Or maybe, that's what you think. O:
Nah, doubt so.
But anyway, I think I'm having a crush/love.
But yea, fuck this shit. Nothing turns out well for me in these stupid stuff.
Must be retribution.
My talking is much better than yesterday, &it doesn't hurt as much anymore. Woo.

So go on
And I will refrain
And I'll keep on running this neverending race
Well maybe next time will be the right time
And maybe next time will be your time

So save your scissors
For someone else's skin
My surface is so tough
i dont think the blade will dig in save your strength save your wasted time theres no way that i want you to be left behind
go on and save your scissors
save your scissors

So why does it always seem
That every time I turn around
Somebody falls in love with me
This has never been my sole intention
And I have never claimed
to have patents on such inventions


Just save your scissors
For someone else's skin
My surface is so tough
I don't think the blade will dig in
Save your strength
Save your wasted time
There's no way that I want you to be left behind
Go on save your scissors
Save your scissors

There is something that I must confess to you tonight
To you tonight
And that is I expect nothing less from you tonight
From you tonight

Go on save your scissors
Save your scissors
Save your scissors

Awesome song.
My tongue swelled up today morning, had problem eating Long John, and even maggie mee. But eating cold beancurd was a pleasure!
Known more people today, saw KXY today! At Wei Wen's performance at Heeren, still, Paperfeet is the awesomest song he's made.
After that, chilled around with dudes, supposed to see, some band Norman said that sounded like G' N R'. But, Josh went there earlier than us, &got in for free. While us, went to lan cause we weren't 18 &couldn't go in even if we had the tix, which is sad. All of them came out, met them outside, went to eat cold beancurd! Woo, shiok man cold beancurd
Well, that's all man. About ytd, went to Samuel's house to chill out, was supposed to drink, but yeh, SxE manz. What's more, I pierced my tongue, can't drink alcohol. So yea, went back before they started to drink, &also. Signed up as a ACOUSTIC duet with Samuel! Well, this yesterday meaning Friday.
Well, ciao. That's all, too lazy to type anymore.
New word learnt, EEETARD.

Just pierced my tongue. Doesn't hurt at all, except the swelling which is right now. Lol.
Went to jam with new band, played randomly, lol.
Damn tired now, night. I saw this fucking hot girl at the skate park when I went with Norman, was thinking she was Malay, but turns out, she's a Chinese! Makes her even hotter!
Will update properly another day.

&Hey darling, I hope you're good tonight.
I know you don't feel right when I'm leaving.
Yeah, I want it, but no I don't need it.
If you can wait 'til I get home.
Then I swear to you that we can make this last.
If you can wait 'til I get home.
Then I swear come tomorrow, this will all be in our past
It might be for the best.

Sometimes, life's pretty exciting, pretty awesome. But then, after I just stone there for a few minutes.
I'll realize, there's something missing.
Something should be there, but it's not.
I've got all I need. Good classmates, friends. &Music. Except someone special to walk into my life.
I've heard people telling me a thousand times, in poly, I'll find out that special someone.
How? Just bump into her? You've got to be joking.
I guess, I'll just have to see things for myself now. Whenever I just want to end my day, texting a special someone, saying "Yay, I'm done with school! I miss you!". I end up with no one to text that to.
Why do I go school? Not cause I want to know more girls, cause I know I'll never know anymore than the ones I know, why? Cause my class is all guys! All of them are awesome, so I'm not worried.
Well, I go to school. Cause I look forward to being a day closer to the weekends, a day closer to the holidays.
The endless world is where it's always breathing, where it's worth dying for.
I've been hoping &praying every single day. To show you what I've been all about.
Let's get a little closer now. You say, that we're all tied up and wrapped around in useless. States of minds.
&at the same time, I figured, we're still young. We do have the time to realize to we are wrong, so c'mon.
Now remember the days you lived your life a little for me.
Right now, when I find you, I'll keep you close to me.

Hahaha, okay. I hope you guys that hear this cover would find it pretty okay? But yea, I know my voice kind of SUCKS majorly. But I still tried! Even with the fact that I have a pretty bad cough and sore throat going on here. Good luck! I hope your ear drums won't explode. Not by shear awesomeness!

Such beauty from my PHONE CAMERA, LG RENOIR! d: Hehehehe. Finally, I've gotten the chance to showcase my phone camera's imbanesszxc. Damn I'm a good photographer, lol.

Thanks Gerard, for snapping a awesome pic. :D Lolol. Well, this was on Saturday, Khairul's and his girlf's awesome birthday celebration. YOU TWO LOOK LIKE YOU TWO ARE MARRIED ALREADY!!! Remember hor Khai, you better invite me. Lol.
Alright, here's all for today. Wanted to show off the pictures only, lololz.

I still haven't got a new acoustic ):
Well, I ended at 1 today, went to eat SEE my friends eat. Then met up with MeiWei to eat. Lol, I didn't eat though, cause I actually did finish a test in 20mins and had 40mins to spare to eat. Hah, awesome. So I wasn't feel hungry, so yea.
Wore the THIN headbands I finally found &bought today, so yea. Pretty cool to finally have em'. Not just wanting em'. Hmmm, well, I've been playing my guitar since I got home like, 4p.m?
My guitar's fucking up on me, pissing me off, knnbccb, causing me to stop thinking about my new song. Anyway, I'm hearing Norman's orginal song, pretty TIGHT chords. Lol. I jealous already la, kanasai. I go slowly find later. Lol.
Well, I went to library today, with MeiWei, BUT, fuq, the book I wanted to find my research about illegal downloading was "Reshelving" so, damnit. I had to pause my research.

Well, that's all for now. I fucking want a new acoustic/semi-acoustic!!!

I've been stagnant about my song. I still can't figure out the chords for it, well, I'll just write it down on a paper first. play some covers, then see what happens, hmm. Yeap.

Here's the song I currently love listening to, Beauty in the Breakdown, by The Scene Aesthetic.
Come on, take a step towards me
So you can figure me out
I've been hoping and praying for a single way
To show you what I'm all about
And I know, and I know this is the only way of pleasing the crowds
But when this is over and done with and we walk away
There should be no doubts

So let's get a little closer now
Let's get a little closer now

You say, you say that we're all tied up
And wrapped around in useless, useless states of mind
But at the same time we're still young
We have the time to realize that we were wrong

Come on love run with me
Get the hell out of this town
So we can get a better feel for each other
I'll take you, back to, when you
Remembered how you used to
Just live your life a little for me
Take the time to let it go
Step away and watch me grow


So let's get a little closer now
Let's get a little closer now

You say, you say that we're all tied up
And wrapped around in useless, useless states of mind
But at the same time we're still young
We have the time to realize that we were wrong

You can stay if you want to
And I write to you and tell you how you've always been so special to me
You can stay if you want to, and I’ll try
You can stay if you want to
And I write to you and tell you how you've always been so special to me
You can stay if you want to, and I’ll try

To keep you close to me

You say, you say that we're all tied up
And wrapped around in useless, useless states of mind
But at the same time we're still young
We have the time to realize that we were wrong



Today was rather boring, but I got new sneakers, the thin type of headbands I wanted, like FINALLY? Just that's it's not black, but brown &algae like green. A little upsetting but whatever, still awesome stuff headbands! :D I'll look suuuuu epicz. HAaaahahaha, well, I just played dota since 1? Now I'm going to play moooooooore. Wooo, dota maniacz(Just for this night).

I still LOVE TDWP's new albumz, good shit! :D

OMG, TDWP'S NEW ALUM(With Roots Above &Branches Below). IT OWNZZZZ! :D

Bands I am currently listening to :
Alesana, Armor for the Broken, Aerosmith, AFI, All That Remains, Avenged Sevenfold, Cobra Starship, Bless The Fall, Bullet for my Valentine, Scary Kids Scaring Kids, Guns N' Roses, Sex Pistols, Silverstein, Saosin, Circa Survive, Emarosa, I Am Ghost , Dance Gavin Dance, Alexisonfire, Here I Come Falling, A Skylit Drive, The Devil Wears Prada, Bring me the Horizon, Escape the Fate, Underoath, Atreyu, Chiodos, Taking Back Sunday, Sum 41, Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, Trivium, The Blackout, Hopes Die Last, The Unseen, Three Days Grace, As I Lay Dying, In Fear and Faith, Enter Shikari, Eyes Set To Kill, The Amity Affliction, The Human Abstract, A Static Lullaby, Sasquatch, This is Menace, Luna Halo, The Sleeping, Art of Dying, Point Defiance, Everything At Once, No Connection, Classic Crime, Opshop, 32 Leaves, Hypnogania, The Almost, The Number Twelve Looks Like You, Cobra Starship, NOFX, I See Stars, End The Century, Versa Emerge, Brokencyde, Inhale Exhale, I Set My Friends On Fire, I Killed The Prom Queen, Thrice, Story Of The Year, Marilyn Manson, August Burns Red, The Medic Droid, All Time Low, Senses Fail, Our Last Night, Sky Eats Airplane, Life In Your Way, Light This City, Bringing Down Broadway, ON/OFF, アリス九號, X-Japan, Gazette.


I like Pokemon, Digimon & Spongebob! Seriously.