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Entries Me Exits Past


Rawrrr!


Fabian Koh Hong Yi
Temasek Polytechnic, Mechatronics
23rd November 1992

Scream At Me



Tuesday, August 18, 2009
Humans - The Scene Aesthetic - A Type & A Shadow(2009)
Deep, deep inside of your heart.
There is a weight that still needs to be lifted.
You cover it up, but the pain never stops
Sometimes i wish that you would just listen.
Deep, deep inside of yourself
There is a soul starving for some affection
Been waiting for years but the time passes by
All you ever wanted was to fit in.

So I wrote you this song
I hope that you like it
Cause you light up my life
And I know you cant fight this
You're the most beautiful girl in the world
And I wanted you to know

Constantly waiting for life
To start and fill up the surroundings
If you only looked right by your side
You'd find that it never had left you
You've lived through so much
And seen so many things through your eyes
And I wish you could just see
If it were up to me I would construct a key to your heart and finally set you free

So I wrote you this song
I hope that you like it
Cause you light up my life
And I know you cant fight this
You're the most beautiful girl in the world
And I wanted you to know

You can call me
You've got no reason to hide
You're so lovely
Built with a beautiful mind
x3

Built with a beautiful mind x2

So I wrote you this song
I hope that you like it
Cause you light up my life
And I know you cant fight this
You're the most beautiful girl in the world
And I wanted you to know.

It's 1.15A.M.
I feel emotionally depressed. I realised I've been lying to myself. Somehow, I just know that even though.
I'm trying so hard to make you realize we are great together. It will never work, never. I'm trying to it up.
This is all fucked up. Fucked up. At one moment, it felt like, it was so possible. Then right now, the past few days, if felt like, I was the one that bothered too much. If I were to disappear for a few days, would you even notice? Would you?
I'll try it. I'll wait for you to realize. I've been wondering if you could ever realize. Someone told me, that you're not as innocent as I think you are. I know. I said, if I had you, I'd definitely be over the moon. I'd be proud to show you to my parents. Even though you're not as innocent as I thought you were. Hey, it's not like I'm innocent too. The thing I'm afraid now is that, you don't even feel the same about me.
&If we were to ever get together(as impossible as it is). What if I saw your bad side, what would that do to me?
Everything you do, makes me fall in love with you. I fall harder, each and everyday. It hurts so bad.
Look in my eyes, tell me I lied, though I've never been so sure of anything in my life. I told you I loved you once, &I meant every word I said. I'd love you till the day I'm dead. The man that I am. This time round, I'm never going to just give up like that. Never.
I'll be your winter coat buttoned and zipped straight to the throat with the collar up so you won't catch a cold.