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Entries Me Exits Past


Rawrrr!


Fabian Koh Hong Yi
Temasek Polytechnic, Mechatronics
23rd November 1992

Scream At Me



Friday, August 21, 2009
I realised tumblr's easier to use. Heheh.
thebrokenone.tumblr.com :D

Tuesday, August 18, 2009
Humans - The Scene Aesthetic - A Type & A Shadow(2009)
Deep, deep inside of your heart.
There is a weight that still needs to be lifted.
You cover it up, but the pain never stops
Sometimes i wish that you would just listen.
Deep, deep inside of yourself
There is a soul starving for some affection
Been waiting for years but the time passes by
All you ever wanted was to fit in.

So I wrote you this song
I hope that you like it
Cause you light up my life
And I know you cant fight this
You're the most beautiful girl in the world
And I wanted you to know

Constantly waiting for life
To start and fill up the surroundings
If you only looked right by your side
You'd find that it never had left you
You've lived through so much
And seen so many things through your eyes
And I wish you could just see
If it were up to me I would construct a key to your heart and finally set you free

So I wrote you this song
I hope that you like it
Cause you light up my life
And I know you cant fight this
You're the most beautiful girl in the world
And I wanted you to know

You can call me
You've got no reason to hide
You're so lovely
Built with a beautiful mind
x3

Built with a beautiful mind x2

So I wrote you this song
I hope that you like it
Cause you light up my life
And I know you cant fight this
You're the most beautiful girl in the world
And I wanted you to know.

It's 1.15A.M.
I feel emotionally depressed. I realised I've been lying to myself. Somehow, I just know that even though.
I'm trying so hard to make you realize we are great together. It will never work, never. I'm trying to it up.
This is all fucked up. Fucked up. At one moment, it felt like, it was so possible. Then right now, the past few days, if felt like, I was the one that bothered too much. If I were to disappear for a few days, would you even notice? Would you?
I'll try it. I'll wait for you to realize. I've been wondering if you could ever realize. Someone told me, that you're not as innocent as I think you are. I know. I said, if I had you, I'd definitely be over the moon. I'd be proud to show you to my parents. Even though you're not as innocent as I thought you were. Hey, it's not like I'm innocent too. The thing I'm afraid now is that, you don't even feel the same about me.
&If we were to ever get together(as impossible as it is). What if I saw your bad side, what would that do to me?
Everything you do, makes me fall in love with you. I fall harder, each and everyday. It hurts so bad.
Look in my eyes, tell me I lied, though I've never been so sure of anything in my life. I told you I loved you once, &I meant every word I said. I'd love you till the day I'm dead. The man that I am. This time round, I'm never going to just give up like that. Never.
I'll be your winter coat buttoned and zipped straight to the throat with the collar up so you won't catch a cold.

Wednesday, August 12, 2009
Come What May - The Scene Aesthetic - A Type & A Shadow (2009)

For the longest time I thought I'd lost the best of me
But I'll be damned if I quit now and that's for sure
All I ever wanted was for you to look at me
And know I'm all yours
Like the penguins need their wings for deep cold water dives
Like the Earth needs the Moon to keep it on course
When you touch me, I know there is purpose in my life
Just know I'm all yours

I'm a mess, I confess that I'm nothing without you
And there is nothing I can do to prove to you I'm being honest
Now I see, everything; and yes I've known it all along

I've been wondering if you could ever realize
That we're growing up so fast, and it's insane
My dear our hearts have gotten good at pumping cheap new lust
Into our young veins

Suddenly I understand everything I couldn't comprehend

I'm a mess, I confess that I'm nothing without you
And there is nothing I can do to prove to you I'm being honest
Now I see, everything; and yes I've known it all along
I was so lost, but I'm back and I finally know now where my heart belongs

All this time I've spent without you by my side, I dreamt about you
Saw you through the windows in my mind
Carved a home for you deep down inside my chest
And I never want to lose such a big part of me again

I'm a mess, I confess that I'm nothing without you
And there is nothing I can do to prove to you I'm being honest
Now I see, everything; and yes I've known it all along
I was so lost, but I'm back and I finally know now where my heart belongs


8389.) I lied to you.


Sunday, August 9, 2009
There's no stopping us - There's no stopping us(2009) - Represent

Worth listening. :D
Anyway, happy birthday to Singapore. &To anyone whose birthday is the same, yay.
Tomorrow's a holiday, that's the best thing about it, hehehe.

Sunday, August 2, 2009
And Then There Were None - Who Speaks For Planet Earth?(2009) - Reinventing Robert Cohn

Like a thunderstorm that pulls you deep into the night
She speaks to me in numbers and is gone when I open my eyes (She wants more)
You know Ill just forget it if you give me a chance (One more time.)
I cant desire something if it just isnt there
It just isnt there, it just isnt there, it just isnt there, it just isnt there.

Shes in my blood and like a fire inside me
It consumes the air then leads me blindly
She has my hopes and dreams
And shes the one I see who screams go on, go on.
She doesnt know who I am
I really want to tell her that this cant go on tonight.
Shes in my blood, in like a broken glass
You take one last breath and shell leave you bruised tonight.

She was calling but I kept waiting by the phone.
She looked at me with her left eye closed and said
"You dont know if you dont know, then they wont know." (She wants more.)
You know Ill just forget it if you give me a chance. (One more time.)
You cant decide on something if it just isnt there.

Shes in my blood, and like a fire inside me.
Consumes the air then leads me, leads me, l-l-l-l-leads..Me.
Shes in my blood, and like a fire inside me.
Consumes the air then leads me blindly.
She has my hopes and dreams
And shes the one I see who screams "go on, go on."
She doesnt know who I am
I really wanna tell her that this cant go on tonight.
Shes in my blood, in like a broken glass
You take one last breath and shell leave you bruised tonight.

She is temptation, and temptation has it's fangs in me.
I never thought that I could live a lie so painfully.
Well she was blind and shes taking her time
She goes on and on she takes a hold and never lets you go.

Shes in my blood, and like a fire inside me.
Consumes the air then leads me blindly
She has my hopes and dreams
And shes the one I see who screams "go on, go on."
She doesnt know who I am. (and like a fire inside me. Consumes the air then leads me blindly) She doesnt know who I am. (she has my hopes and dreams, and shes the one I see who screams "go on, go on.")
Go on. On. On.

She doesnt know who I am
I really wanna tell her that this cant go on tonight.
Shes in my blood, and like a broken glass
Youll take one last breath and shell leave you bruised tonight.


It sucks to breathe in vain. It sucks to realize in the morning when you wake up.
Oh, I actually, don't have someone special to say.
Hey, I'm awake. What about you? It sucks to be this bored, and look out at my window right beside my bed, knowing.
I've yet to find someone special, or maybe, I've just been waiting for you to approach to me. Or as a guy, I'm supposed to do everything?
I'm breathing in vain. I'm breathing, the only proof that shows that I'm alive.
If only it was possible to just wish for something to happen. Too bad I'm Atheist.
The only one that screams go on go on to me. Is just myself, I live. Just for the sake of living, for the sake of finding you.
Where are you? How long has it been, how long.
Props to the EP Launch HSW.
Awesome band tee! Wanna buy it, but, I'm saving money, sheehz.
All time fav, Scene Aesthetic new album is out. Woohoo, it's good shit.

Sunday, July 19, 2009
LoveHateHero - Goodbye my Love.

So, this isn't where you thought we'd be,
You explained.
And now, you leave it up to me.
I'll go, move on.
I'll scream so nobody can understand me.
I'll find, replace with you with a better mind.
They sing our song, they cheer us on, and make it all worthwhile.

So, this isn't where you thought we'd be,
You explained.
And now, you leave it up to me.

Farewell, my love.
Say "hello" to state lines, separate our whole life.
Farewell, my love.
Say "goodbye" to girlfriend, you'll text her from the road.
They sing our song, they cheer us on, and make it all worthwhile.
They always come and go.
They sing our song, they cheer us on, and make it all worthwhile.


They sound so much like Protest The Hero <3!
Good shizzle man!

Bee! :D

Wednesday, July 15, 2009
Woo, I'm back after a month. Heh heh, too lazy these days. :D
Well, I got into TPSU! :D That's fo sho. Hahaha, well, I'm getting pretty addicted to songs like Motion Sickness by Call The Cops, http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nmfxiuSzt7w, here. Heheheh. Awesome shit!
A guy like me never will deserve a decent girl in the first place. In reality, it was never possible was it. ):
Ah well, this is the reason why I've never fallen in real love, since the day I promised myself never to fall for girls randomly. Cause eventually, I would've broken their heart. Well, right now, I hope I'd really find a girl that would be in love with me, knowing that I love her too. Then we can be like the couples in fairylands. Happily ever after, rofl. The irony in such things, is always worth wishing for. We aim for impossibilities cause we want to feel that we've given our best shot at trying. But still, we feel great yet down cause we're upset that a miracle didn't happen.
Ahh well, I love my bros. :D
They said my voice blends really well with a acoustic song.
I'll start working hard with my guitar and voice!
Prepare yourselves people, Siscreamsha's coming up with songs, originals. We're gonna ownzxc.
In due time, I'll be able to perform in B&J! I hope, heheheh. Well, that'll be the day I have all my confidence and not being afraid of performing on stage. :D
I can't wait for that day to come, heheh. Well, when I perform, all of you, my friends, better be there to watch me play and sing hokay!
Mama, I'll make you proud of me, both in my studies, &person as a whole. I'm having free hugs soon again! :D Around the National Days, more updates will be posted on this blog okaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay. :D


When I don't take what I can handle,
Know I think that you'll be fine
I've never met another lover who would love me the way that you did
Baby, ooh, you're different
It's cause a lie, the truth, that's fine, we never know
The truth is what I'm after
And I know the sign I'm searching for won't show
And I sing about what I dream about
And my dream's loving you tonight
And I have no doubt the words that I shout
And scream so loudly late at night
Siscreamsha FTW!
How does it feel to be,
alone? In Love?